Trust in the Lord with all your heart.
Don't hold anything back, no reservations.
And lean not on your own understandings.
You can try and figure it out, but human or earthly logic won't work here.
In all your ways acknowledge Him.
Give God praise, even if you don't feel like it, remember His goodness and mercy. Seek Him.
And He will make your paths straight.
Be paitent and in His time God will make it clear. His light will guide you, His word will give you courage to follow him where He leads!
(Bold txt Proverbs 3:5-6)